Good vs. Bad

Bad:
It happened so many times before...
It hurts me so much, my feeling...
At first, I would just ignore it...
Pretend that it didn't happen...
After a while I got sick of it...
Coz it never will ends...
No matter how much I tried to stop it...
No matter how ignorant I was to it...

Is this a sign that I chose the wrong way all this time?
Am I better off without all these bullshit stuff?

Allah, please give me your guidance. I am willing to loose it if that makes everyone happy.


On the other hand,

Good:
We [read:Buckeyes] beat Michigan Wolverines at their home. Woohoo!
Why is this a big deal?
Because the 2 teams has been a rivalry since 1897...
Quoting Macka: Tak sia - sia wat bbq kat umah aku weh
I know everyone will talk about it on Monday, at work and classes...
The boys jumped up and down yesterday [sampai umah bergegar ok!]
They rushed out and screamed F*#k Michigan...
And I was just smiling...
The feeling of being around friends was just too good to be wasted...
We went to ARC at 6pm yesterday...
The boys played futsal...the girls did cardio...
I found out they went to play badminton on Friday night...
Nobody called me or told me about it...
*Sigh*
Was supposed to go and watch Harry Potter...
But after half and hour on the treadmill...
I lost all my energy...
So I slept early...
Maybe will watch it next week...
We have a very long weekend...
Due to the Thanksgiving break...
Been talking with the girls...
About making stuffed roasted turkey...
Anyone knows how to make the best stuffing?
Please!

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In the end, I guess the good wins!
Looking at how long the good entry is...
Yeah, stay positive Nisa...
and you [yeah you!] too!