Friday, October 28, 2005

Not In The Raya Mood

Angah message me just now thru YM.

angah: next two week,kitowang gi langkawi..naik train..blk naik flight...3 or 4 hr kot.
along: abes tuh raya camne?
angah: raya nx week la. kitorg gi 12 nov
along: tak aci la! aku tak penah rasa naik train lg.
angah: hahaha
along: nape pegi langkawi?
angah: ntah. saje nak try train kot. lgpon ma nak shopping kat sane. murah sket
along: arituh mase aku balik, taknak pegi jln2...sume pon busy
angah: haha. ni sume dah cuti mase tuh

i felt lonely at a sudden. last year they went to Sarawak without me. And I ended up go to Sarawak alone. Nasib baik Aini ade kat Unimas nak teman aku. This year they are going to Langkawi without me again. Naik tren plak tuh! Urgh! I admit, I'm a bit jealous of my other siblings. They get what they want. Me? I have to usaha lebih to get what I want. Why la they must go without me? I'm sure after this kalo I ask my mom and dad permission, "ma, abah, bole tak along nak gi Langkawi naik tren dgn kawan2?" their answer would be "eh jgn la. bahaya. kamu tu dah la anak dara"

abes tuh along nak pegi ngan sape? dorang sume dah penah naik tren. along je tak penah. nak pegi ngan husband? 2008 pon blom tentu aku jadi isteri org lg. nak tunggu bape lame? huargh!!

this is one of the reason being the eldest child in the family sucks. they expect you to be independant but at the same time they control all your movement. how can i be independant and my feet are being tied down at the same time?? all my life i've been nothing but a good kid. hitam kata dorang, hitam la kata aku. not that i'm saying i hate them. it just that, nobody ever ask me what do i feel playing the role of the eldest daughter.

would it be the same were i not to come to OSU and do my accounting degree at UiTM instead?

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

kurang sedikit sihatnya

at last berjaya jugak aku memaksa diri yang memang susah dipaksa ini utk ke wilce health center pagi ni gara - gara baca blog si ojamoja. ces ces ces! bangun2 je pg td terasa berat betul mata. skali de bendasing - bendasing di keliling mata (euu gross!) daa...terus basuh muka bagai, surf net pasal eye redness. adeh....mmg de cause & symptom. pastu gatal tangan browse xanga oja. tak boleh jadik! dah 2 hari camni. terus aku call doctor's office wat appointment. walla! haha...makasih la miss ojamojako :-)

peace out! nak gi "dating" bersama doctor di health center...

Tuesday, October 25, 2005



** Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever
Have you ever **

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything up to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start

repeat **-**

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for that day when they will care

repeat **-**

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep

repeat **-**
By: Brandy

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

I've been tagged!!

Finally dpt curik masa sket during the weekend. So here it is...

Seven things you plan to do before you die:
1. Rukun Islam ditunaikan dgn sempurna sepenuhnya.
2. Membalas jasa both my parents, make them happier.
3. Pay for my foster parents' haj expenses.
4. Get married and be a loyal wife and great mom to my kids.
5. Own the latest BMW X5 [ha ha ha]
6. Get MBA and degree in Psychology
7. Build a weekend vacation home at my kampung...everybody's welcome :-D

Seven things I cannot do:
1. Susun barang elok - the end mesti serabut balik [hahaha].
2. Ask to do things whenever I don't feel like doing it
3. Berlakon. I suck at it.
4. Pronounce words that contains the letter 'O' in it properly.
5. Control my anger. Bad temper..that's me!
6. Run more than 5 blom mantap beb
7. Draw beautiful pictures...sampai skang my straight line tak penah lurus..haha

Seven things I can do:
1. Cook...altho tak guarantee sedap :-D
2. Making weird sounds while laughing
3. Singing while driving.
4. Shopping. Me likey like!!
5. Roll my eyes at annoying stuff or people.
6. Drive like there is no tomorrow.
7. Ignore people...the best I can do nak elakkan gaduh

Seven celebrity crushes:
1. Zamarul Hisham...sgt romantik :-P
2. Jude Law...oh he's one sexy Brit boy!
3. Farid handsome and talented :-P
4. Billie Joe Armstrong of Green Day
5. Matt Czuchry aka Logan Huntzberger of Gilmore Girl....bad boy!
6. Joel Rueben Madden of Good Charlotte...i like bad boy,ok!
7. Ryan Atwood of The OC...told you i like bad boy...haha!

Seven often repeated words:
1. ooo ekk?
2. Bongong! [ada maksud ke perkataan nih sebenarnya?]
3. Dude!!
4. Hukalorh![got it from school]
5. Nak pegi [insert a place] cam [insert kata kerja]
6. Oooo ok!
7. Haa? [soh org tuh ulang balik ape die kate..padahal sebenarnya dgr. Just a habit of mine]

Seven things that attract me to the opposite sex:
1. Undivided love and care towards me
2.Rajin wat keje rumah i.e sapu sampah,basuh baju etc ;-)
3. Of course beriman...
4. Almost perfect gentleman...perfect is boring!
5. Treat his parents well...a must for me!
6. Bijak...takmo pandai tp bijak
7. Non - smoker

Seven tags go to:
1. Shera - eager nak tau ur answers ;-)
2. Anem - can u pls??;;)
3. Shoe - i know ur answers will be very 'cerdik' one ;-)
4. Nik - biar bertambah lg 1 entry dlm blog...hehe
5. Elle bebeh - rumble the mumble bebeh!
6. Oja - rajin tak nak wat bende ni weh? :-D
7. Kak Yati - I know u r bz, but this is fun! hehe..i'll do the other one later ;-)

Friday, October 14, 2005

weird pronounciation

After more than 22 years of enjoying the beauty of God's creations, I finally realized I cannot pronounce properly some words that contain the letter 'O' in it. My 'O' will sound somewhat strange than other people. Botol, Peugeot, name some. Surprisingly I never realized my weirdness (haha) until he laughed his heart out at the way I tried to pronounce the word Peugeot (of course in the correct French pronounciation)
p/s: kak tuty, still owe u the 'tag' thing tho. Will find the time ;-)

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

The 7th Day of Ramadhan

Alhamdulillah Ramadhan is great for me. Even though I have to be with foods (read: making sandwiches & salads) every morning, I still managed to prevent my hand from picking some grapes from the stems and put it in my mouth.

And I'm amazed at how much knowledge my colleagues have about Ramadhan. Most of whom I talked to know what Ramadhan is, what time the Muslims eat sahoor (they called it 'early breakfast') and what time the break-the-fast time.

School assignments and projects are piling up on my desk. And I still have 40 more pages to go for my Marketing & Logistic midterm tomorrow.

O Allah, on this day,
help me with its fasts and prayers,
and keep me away from mistakes and sins of the day,
grant me that I remember You continously through the day,
by Your assistance, O the Guide of those who stray.

Monday, October 03, 2005

Ramadhan Mubarak!

  • Selamat Berpuasa Untuk Semua Umat Islam!
  • Moga Ramadhan kali ini membawa lebih berkat dan manfaat!

dah start mengambil gambar raya =)

Sunday, October 02, 2005

Good Luck!

To my lil bro, good luck and do well for your PMR. Along will always pray for your success!Ganbattene!!

my mom, me and adik

Saturday, October 01, 2005

6 Syarat

Sana sini orang sibuk berkata pasal pemakaian seseorang perempuan muslim. Komen lengan baju 3/4 panjang tak tutup aurat la...tudung tak melitupi dada la...baju ketat nampak bentuk pinggang la...

Tapi ada tak orang kecoh pasal lelaki muslim yang main bola/futsal pakai seluar pendek 5" atas lutut? Atau yang mandi - manda di sungai tanpa berbaju nampak pusat?

Sana sini orang sibuk tetapkan syarat untuk jadi isteri perlu pandai masak, basuh baju, sopan - santun, hormat orang tua bagai...

Tapi ada tak orang kecoh2 syarat untuk jadi suami perlu solat 5 waktu lengkap, hafal surah2 pendek dan khatam Quran?

Bukan senang jadi wanita...

Dan bukan senang jadi lelaki...

Untuk bakal suami aku, aku nak kalau bole dia tak hisap rokok supaya nanti aku pon tak terkena panahan asap rokok tuh. Solat 5 waktu bukan isu besar bg dia, bahkan dia akan jadi pengingat aku. Main bola pakai seluar bawah paras lutut supaya tak terdedah peha tuh kat orang lain. Quran at least sekali dah khatam dan tahu hukum hakam tajwid supaya aku tak perlu bazir duit hantar anak - anak mengaji kat rumah orang lain. Surah - surah pendek tuh di hujung jari je supaya boleh divariasikan surah2 lazim dalam solat berjemaah kami nanti. Sifat 20 dan sifat - sifat mulia nabi dah dihafal dan paham dari sekarang, bukan lagi 2-3 hari nak bersua muka dengan tok kadi.

Senang je kan syarat-syarat aku tuh? Ala, tuh semua basic agama yang kita belajar dari sekolah rendah agama lagi.Kalo tak pegi SRA dulu, mase sekolah rendah kebangsaan pon ustazah dah ajar.

Good Shot!

Serve you right dudes!! Now you guys have to pay higher price to make sure you destroy your body. Hahaha...